i wonder if there is anyone nervous to talk to me.
Sober or drunk, it’s always you.
Don’t tell me that you love me, because anyone can tell me that. Tell me that I make you tear up with anger and frustration, but at the end of the day you still want to lay down next to me, put your arms around me, and sleep.
i want a lewey vatton wallet
You don’t deserve that fancy ass wallet of you can’t spell the designer!
whatever i still have my koko shanelle shades cant even see u
Today was alright.
I’ve felt shit and bloated for a while now and not sure why. I don’t really eat bad food necessarily but I’m just so big and I feel completely ew.
I also do my tea but I’ve found it doesn’t help atm which is weird.
Hate people looking at me atm.
Went to the mall at lunch and bought a slip dress that fits me in a 14 which really upsets me (my mind tells me in a 12 and will not be a 14. I cannot gain weight.) and then a strapless top also. I went to buy jeans from there too but ended up not doing it because I couldn’t refund.
I then finished work and went to cotton on - tried ona top and jeans and fuck I looked so skinny!! - key word is looked - obviously clothes hide fat underneath but you could never tell from the outside.
So I’m happy I didn’t get the jeans from the first place and got the cotton on ones.
My goal is to fit into them more comfortably and get my hour glass shape back… Right now I’m just a square and it’s horrible.
I also went to Miss Nutrition in Brookevale and got some powder and stuff so I’m gonna see how that goes for meals.
I hate being fat.
what do you mean a thesaurus isnt a dinosaur